Alright, so yes, I knew going into this that I would have to have many shots (if you have ever been pregnant, you get used to many shots to begin with...blood draw for this, blood drawn for that...etc), but when you are faced with a really long needle that has to go into a specific area of your body, thigh or hip (so the really big muscle areas...intramuscular so I'm told), you get a bit nervous about it. What I have done up until this point is nothing compared to what I start doing tomorrow. Lets just say that I am really nervous about it! And I can't pawn it off on the hubby to do for me as he is just as squeamish about it! He has pretty much said 'no, absolutely not!' lol. Well, what can I do? Make him? Nope, I will be the man here and try and do it myself. Only thing is, is that I have to doing inject it quickly. I always hesitate giving myself the shot I am on now...not sure I can do this one quickly! I have a feeling, that after I do this once, I may not have too much of an issue with doing it over and over (have I mentioned that I am supposed to do this for a very long time?! About 10-12 weeks, at least from what I remember being told awhile back, but could be longer.) This shot is important, called Progesterone, as it helps tell my body that I am pregnant and help ensure that my body can and will help the embryo grow and attach. So, this is an extremely important part of this process and I can't be wimpy! At least that is what I will continue to tell myself.
The retrieval was scheduled for today for the couple I am a surrogate for. From what I gather, I could be scheduled to do the transfer on Monday! Then a few days bed rest. Yes, I said few. Now, you are probably wondering as to how on earth I will be able to stay in bed for that long (and of course, for those of you who know me, you probably know the answer! ;)). Lets just say that I am a lazy person...really and truly. I have gotten better over the years, but for the most part, I really love to do my homework or read or anything of that nature (even make my jewelry) on my nice, comfy bed. My kids are pretty self-reliant, even Chloe, so I am not having to run around, trying to ensure they are not killing themselves over something. Plus, next week is the kids spring break, which means I can depend on Dev to help me out around the house and obviously David as well when he is home. Chloe has been known to play in my room or watch TV on my laptop with me, so this part should be really easy! ;) lol.
For the transfer itself, they will implant 2 fertilized eggs. The goal, obviously is for one of them to attach and grow. As you can see, it is possible that both will attach and grow! So, yes, it is possible that I will carry twins. That will be an experience! lol.
Well, that is all for today! I just want to add a big Thank You, to all of you who are supporting me and encouraging me through this. Though, I know I would have continued on this path otherwise, it makes this process so much more fun and definitely less stressful to know that I have so many supporters who want to help me through this, even if all the help is me gabbing about it! ;)
Thank you and love and miss you all!
Ok, I have to admit to doing a little catching up here. The needles sound yucky...how are you doing with them? Has it gotten any easier over the last few days? Praying for a great outcome!
ReplyDeleteWe had to have met once, at least if you live in Colo Springs! I used to live next door to Ms Hosanna before we moved a couple years ago. That's how I know her.
ReplyDeleteAs for the needles, the ones that I had to inject into my stomach I was okay with. I did those myself and tho I managed to still hurt myself with them, it was a small needle and I could handle it. The Progesterone shot is to be taken in that meaty part of your hip, above your butt, and that needle is a bit more extreme. I can't do those myself, so I have been relying on David to do them. We ice the area (switching sides each day) before he injects the needle, so the pain is minimal, if at all. He has said that he will do these shots, so as long as he keeps his promise, I think i can handle them! I have to be on them for about 3 months, so these are extremely important. Must be done! ;)
Thanks for doing it Felicia, I have no words to express, did Monica give you the block of ice?, is it very painfull?
ReplyDeleteWe have ice packs here (I haven't seen Monica as of yet), so I have been numbing the area. As long as I ice it before, the pain is minimal, which is good. David does a pretty good job at it!
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